I'm Emily. 18 years closer to death. My thoughts...It's the beautiful things in the world that keep me going. Infatuation with redheads,photography, drugs, and having Ghandi's zen. I don't really care much about what people think. I am ok...that's all that ever really mattered. Currently dealing with anxiety disorder, it's one of the hardest things I've had to endure so far.But I promise I'll try to be lovely. I love music the most....it's the only one that can fill in the gaps.